On friday morning,
i saw my dad lying in a pile of vomitus.
he remained unresponsive despite our calling.
i saw panadol pack and medicated oil beside his bed..
i know we have to call the ambulance.
soon,the paramedics came and dad struggled.
my second time in the ambulance.
dad's case seems less serious than the previous.
he was awake and was moving about every minute.
the only thing that was not right was he was still quiet-unresponsive.
there i reached the back alley of the emergency department where the resus room is nearest.
i waited at the familiar old spot where i was forced to hear the doctor breaking news to the family members that their family support-the woman's husband,her son's father has passed away.
i broke down.
i thought about his countless time staying in and out of hospital.
yet he entered emergency department again without any advance notice.
he left me crying alone waiting for news from the doctor.
i cant bear sitting alone there.
jie jie and mei mei were still on their way.
mother called to cry and vent out her "wei qu"
the more mama talks, the more i feel that i was not a good daughter.
i have no one to turn to.. i called my best friend.and yet he didn pick up his phone.again.just like the previous time that i needed him.
i weep alone, still no news. even when sisters came, we waited.
finally doctor came out and said he's sending dad to a general ward cos there's no bed in high dependency.
dad is still not stable.
at least he's still alive. i thought silently.we prayed.
when we met up with dad in the ward,he had become very very violent.
daddy was being tied to protect himself from being hurt.... but still he ended up with pretty much injuries.
high fever.
high blood pressure
high sugar level
low potassium levels
GCS=9
stayed hospital all night. sponge daddy. got scratched by daddy.
funny he managed to mutter out mummy's name.hehe.
dad still loves mum.
he was asking her to save him, to release him from whatever.
daddy was in dreamland.
now he's back with us.
this morning,
his condition improved and he even responsed to me.
love love love.
i want to kss him but i only hug daddy.
i'm extremely relieved and happy.
i have a good mood for the whole day. so nice.
ahh... now it's time to have a good night sleep....(dont ever want to sleep over in hospital again=p)
posted at .|8:17 PM|
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
darling boy boy.
really really missing you.
wondering whether there is any email assess in thailand.
just hope you could call over and speak to me.
i missed your call just now.
becos of a boring atchmt.
waiting for yr call since then.
you were right that sending sms over is expensive.
am worried that if i dont reply you, i will not have yr sms anymore.
please say you are alright.
missing you every moment, every seconds....
posted at .|9:25 PM|
zHieR