Just came back from dinner with my family. Saw teck zhen with his family there for dinner as well. The food tasted nice but the barley tasted bland. I like the feeling of having dinner out with my family. It's rare that we eat out and most of the time was without dajie there. Sometimes i feel that my family only consists of daddy, mummy, mingxia and me. I don't quarrel with jie as much as we used to. Most of the time you don't see her at home. It feels like home is a hotel to her that we see. It's plainly excuses when she don't come home to sleep at night. She made life difficult for me where in my preceptions that having sleepover at friend's hse is so healthy and fun. Now i'm not able to have that. Mostly i had sleepover given the green light by myself. I have a healthy mindset in whatever i do, i never thought that it was really wrong.. at the most it was just being the mischievous side of me wanting to have some fun not doing it overbroad. I don't upset my parents as much as jie do. Actually i feel like venting this out long ago but i just don't know how to open this to annyone. It may seems i dont care much but in actually fact, i DO CARE alot... so you ppl out there stop asking questions bout my sister.. But still, Happy fathers' Day.. my daddy....